This is a page dedicated to my journey through the devastating loss of my husband. I am a 29-year-old widow, not something I ever imagined having to say. I will be utilizing this page to explore the new life that has been thrust upon me with equal parts sadness, frustration, fear, hope, and dark humor.
I do not want to live anymore. But I do not want to die. And while I did not understand this before, I do now. More than ever. I’d like to take a minute to say that I am okay. I have a great support system that includes medical professionals. I am in the hands … More I do not want to live anymore.