Well, here we are. I survived my “first Christmas” after losing my husband. I’ll be honest, it was much harder than I had anticipated. I guess I figured that since I’m not sure we ever actually spent Christmas Day together anyway, it wouldn’t really feel that different. I was wrong. First of all, we always … More The first Christmas
Somewhere early on in our relationship I came across a page in a book that intrigued me. I consider books to be my friends, so this is nothing new and I will never be able to remember which book it was but after reading it I brought up the subject with Josh. The passage said … More 50/50. Always.
Dear Joshua, Hello sweetheart. Do you know what today is? Today marks the one year anniversary of what was (at the time) one of the hardest days of my life. One year ago today we reviewed the packing list, went over all of the bills I would be keeping an eye on, loaded up my … More A letter to my husband
I’ve been doing pretty well lately, really embracing the opportunity to learn about myself and trying to become the person that I was born to be. A lot of my posts have been written with more of a positive undertone. Well, it’s time to lay out the truth. It’s not all rainbows and unicorns, my … More A bit of honesty